Saturday, May 30, 2009



Just when you think it will never get better, it does. A star appears in the sky... or the sea and you realize life is beautiful.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Stormy Weather


Wow, this has been a really emotionally turbulent week in our bubble. There's been a significant amount of trouble brewing in the air. This is the first REAL test of our love. I firmly believe that True Love grows in difficult times in relationships. It's SO easy to love when things are just peachy, but what do you have when those peaches turn into lemons?

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Wishing star



I wished upon a star... and my wish finally came true!

Wandering through life



When I was a little girl I dreamed of being a ballerina. And a archeologist. And Wonder Woman. Looking back I can't help but wonder where that absolute belief that anything could happen went. To a certain extent I never lost that trust that I could do anything to which I set my mind. It has led me down a number of paths that make my life read like a series of short stories. But, it has also kept me in a constant state of restlessness.

My life finally seems to be falling into place. I have found the ONE that makes me comfortable in my own skin. I am finally financially independent. I have a kitten I love to pieces. I'm interested to see the rest fall into place in time.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Mr. Lucky


I’ve come to realize that I’m the lucky winner in love. I’m holding a winning MEGA PRIZE ticket in my hand right now, yet there’s one small catch. I literally can’t claim my winnings until next year. That’s a long time to think about what you’re going to do with the prize. “Are we going to travel, when and where?” or maybe “move into another house”? The thoughts that cross my mind are endless, but the reality is I can’t do anything this very moment, it can be quite frustrating! But wait; there are plans that can be made for the future once SHE comes home. Then WE can kind of fast forward life a little bit to where we wanted to be right now, but weren’t able to. It’s an overwhelming feeling knowing I have a life changing event waiting for me, and sometimes it drives me bonkers knowing there’s no possible way to take advantage of it right this second when I need it most. The one thing I’m certain of is that I have something special, she’s real, and she’s tangible. Once I’m finally able to get my hands on her, my life’s going to be forever changed with joys and riches unimaginable. I’m never going to let her go.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Wishing and hoping



Anthony and I have been talking a lot about pursuing our dreams together. We both want to do all the things we said we want to do. Thinking back to the very beginning of our relationship, I realize WE are based on just that. From the very beginning we have surpassed making vague plans that never pan out. We have done exactly what we said we were going to do! I love this part of us so much! I am dedicated to a life time of pursuing dreams together.